October 2011
3 posts
(Tangelo.) How tired am I? →
I don’t know how tired I am. Tired enough to want to give up. Tired enough to wonder if I’m even able to keep going. Tired enough to want to sleep, forever. I’m tired. I’m tired. I’m so tired.  Or maybe I just need some rest. But God knows if I go to sleep tonight, I will wake up as tired as when I went to sleep. Sigh.  A while ago, I gave myself some advice. The...
Oct 27th
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(Hikari.) I wrote this a while ago, haven't... →
Enjoy.  Project Actualize- High School. By, Shiro. Part 1: Deconstructing and Erasing the Dark Side. Letting go: Sadness and suffering, invariably, comes from desire and wanting. Whether that thing is money, or status, grades or things, somebody to love, simplicity, approval or whatnot, it is a lack of these things that cause people to suffer and be sad. When you want something, regardless...
Oct 27th
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(Hikari.) First internal shift actually meriting a... →
Unfortunately, (Fortunately?) the person who I owe the shift to probably won’t see this until much later, although if she is, congratulations.  …Wow, I really haven’t written in a while. I have no idea how to start. … A while ago, on January 11th, I made a decision. For months prior, I’d been struggling between contently living my life out as whatever I lived my...
Oct 25th
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