January 2012
3 posts
(Helios.) This is it. I think. No. I think this is... →
I have to be honest with myself. And everyone reading this. And that’s rather hard. Because I want to have the natural reaction. You know, the “Well, my mothers dead so I should act sad because it’s how I’d be expected to act and not to act that way would be could.” reaction. Like in “The Stranger”. But.
I know how I feel about this, ultimately. Happy....
(Helios.) Today was not a day for instilling my... →
About the only really good thing from today was the song in the title. You know how sometimes you find those bands who have never made a bit of bad music? Seriously, two albums later, these guys are amazing.
Anywho.
Someone I know thinks effort is an unlimited thing. I struggle to believe in that, since it means things like patience, understanding, love is also unlimited. Hard to believe. But...
(Rainbow.) You tosser. You had ONE JOB TO DO. →
I’m not sure if it’s a little hard, or too easy to not hate myself right now.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry.
But then, that doesn’t help anything, fix anything, change anything, it’s just a sentiment, but then again, so was
FUCK.
I’m giving up. No, not giving up.
Taking a journey. Because I feel I need to not be here.
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